It’s like I feel invincible or something….
I worked out today (at the Y as always) and ever since Nate set me up with a Fitlinxx account last Friday I’ve been totally working my ass off and not only lifting a ton of weights on different machines, but also doing it the correct way. Today I lifted over 6000 lbs by the end of my workout!!! (The machine tells you lol.) I feel so sore during it and after but I know it’s worth it. For the first time in awhile I’m proud of something I’ve done and I feel like I’m worth something. I’m not saying I think I’m worthless but it’s been a rough couple of months. If it weren’t for Nate, my friends, and my dog, I don’t know how I would have gotten through it all.
I’m not a gymaholic - I only go 3 times a week, sometimes 4. Usually mondays, wednesdays, fridays, and sometimes saturday after work. But now the volleyball season’s over so I’m out of a job. Again. :( Not good. So I need to get on that. I can’t run out of money!
Well, this is my last post of the night. It’s 5:15 in the morning where I am and I really need to break out of this nocturnal thing. But I only smoked 2 cigs today, so that’s good!
Goodnight everyone <3
